Sanctuary

I feel like running away into the wild and stay hidden for a while.
To start afresh once more. To start feeling good...

I started to feel disconnect to the spot...maybe because i don't like to lose. Or maybe the fact that when people keep asking me if we have won i have to keep on repeating the fact that.... yeah the other boat won.....

It has been a while the childish side of me has appeared but then again i shall start to hid it. I need to grow up and stay focus. I need to stay away.....

I also need to stay away from the one whom i was close with.... i don't WANT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN

Its the end of dragon boating . It has been great fun. I guess if it has been in my school days i would get hook on it .

Lately, i realize i have been getting too close to someone. Guess, i am afraid to be too emotionally attach to a person and made the same mistake as before. Therefore, i think i should start keeping my distance.

Time to focus on my work and my studies.

1.Through this Db race it also reminded me how it feel like to work hard for something and win the race.

2. During the win there is someone there to share your happiness.... even when you fail there is someone who cheer you on.

I started to lose focus...i tried hard to feel happy but yet when i am alone...i feel the missing part of me

Started to feel we tire ...restless and lock of motivation. I move on each day as a vessel but yet i have nothing to look forward to.

Started to feel we tire ...restless and lock of motivation. I move on each day as a vessel but yet i have nothing to look forward to.

I used to love photography..but now i realize there isn't a moment which i wanna capture anymore

Started to feel that whenever when things starts to get better. Some would go wrong. I was so looking forward for my HK business trip, finally after 1 year its my turn to travel. I think i am the only IA in this world that doesn't get to travel. I was motivated at work. Then i was being told that the trip got postpone till next year. There goes my motivation..... at this point you have to act alright to your boss. Smile and say its ok. But then it is really not.

Then i moved to the next thing for motivation... shopping for something expensive so that i have something to look forward to. Cartier table clock..... hmmmm

Why do i feel so alone after seeing S and yet i am with my friends?